Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Shut down, Rest .... Restart

And suddenly i look it in the eye....and actually picture myself on the other end, waving back at me and probably smirking.

"Ey you!!

flashback.....10 years ago
Who's that? do i know you?
So many people I've known, places i've been, in my head, in person...
things i've done

and it goes on

i close my eyes.....asleep but not asleep....I can hear them singing and dancing 10 feet away
I can listen to their conversations.....but they're just mumbles to me....and i drift.

I drift into a world of nothing....blankness and divinity all in one.

And for the first time in my 24 years, 6 months and 14 days... I was allowed to stop!

STOP thinking
STOP wondering
STOP remembering
STOP dreaming

As if my brain had been restarted, rested for 3 hours....and put back on again.

And I'm a new man.

Today's song:
Cold - End of The World (Acoustic)