Sunday, May 30, 2010

Detour Ahead

And once again, after 2 years, 9 months and 8 days, my life takes another sharp turn into the unknown.
It's scary, but i'm curious. My curiosity has no limits, I find out and realize things every day, and every day i formulate new ideas, new thoughts.
The people who at one point in your life were the fuel to your engine-like-soul, can suddenly become the itch that irritates you to the point of shear anger.

It's an acquired attribute to me now, along with the basket-full of mixed feelings i possess at this very moment (i.e: pity, sadness, unconditional love accompanied by hatred, question mark, big question mark, bigger question mark, shock, disbelief, denial, and a few more feelings that i can find no names for).

"Beyond the horizon", she used to say. Little did i know the horizon had a limit, and that limit was way closer than i thought.

But my world has no horizons, it has no limits, the world in my head is as perfect as it is, and i'm in it.

I will stay there.

John Mayer - Heartbreak Warfare

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Still Alive

Sometimes, it's hard to breathe.

It's even harder to think about it.

But i'm still alive.

Pearl Jam - Alive

Friday, May 21, 2010


.... and then i take a gazing glance at you, and you smile as you walk down that isle. You smile and I remember the day I saw that smile for the first time, that smile made me strong, made me hold on, it made me suffer, willingly, it made me let go of all my fears. That smile brought me here.....

I will be back with more, I've been uninspired for a while.... I will try to get that back!