A new book

It's like something I've never experienced
It's like unpredictable spontaneity
It's like Long lost intimacy
It's as intimate as could be
It's shear happiness
No reason, no rhyme
No plan, no expectations

Keep it this way

It's almost perfect

But then it's beauty is risky

I shall not make the same mistakes
It's like a book I'm longing to read

But when I do, I read it slowly

To grasp every moment, every word
To make it last for as long as it could

For I know

Every book has an ending

But this book, I don't want to end now....


Song:
4 Non Blondes - What's Up? (What's going on?)

The Sufficient Amount of Soul

Do you think it matters what you think?
What you've gone through is not little
Does it sometimes hurt when you blink?
from lack of sleep, excess caffeine and a soul that's brittle
The life that was once brought into me
like a fire that's constantly being fueled
That life now makes me see
feel
realize
fantacize
filter...
Yes, i have done my share of filtering
and the whole share of lingering
and I look at the sky and exhale the smoke that was trapped in my lungs
and I ask the Lord for the meaning
The meaning of a whole



A whole is the sufficient amount of soul.

Song:
Eric Clapton & John Mayer - Broken Hearted

The cure

When you hit rock bottom. And you feel the last bone in your spine hit the ground. That's when you instantly get up and try to recover. You might stand for a while and scream an awe of pain, you might walk haphazardly trying to find something to ease the pain.

And when the pain goes away, you stand tall, you walk, and you know where you want to go.

And you go there.

Song:
Jamiroquai - Where do we go from here