Revival.... A Short Story

It's amazing how the moon lights up the darkness in a way that makes everything visible. It's as if there's no other light; there actually is no other light but the light reflected by the moon onto the earth I am now walking on.

I am bewildered.

I am here, to escape.
Te restart, relive.
Reflect.
And conclude.

"In the right light, at the right time, everything is extraordinary" - Aaron Rose

And I feel like my soul has been lifted to get washed;
Washed off the dirt that has been accumulating on top of my chest all year long; and then sent back to me again. Spotless.

And then I remember, moments I had deliberately forgotten. Moments of pure, innocent passion. almost 10 years ago.

I feel alive.
Once again light shines on a new day.
Silence... extreme silence.
The sound of fish jumping in and out of the water is plugged into an amplifier of nature.
Pleasure... pleasure for the senses.

"Silence is more musical than any song." - Christina Rossetti

Nothing to think about.
Nothing to look forward to.
No expectations.
Nothing.

And I swim in the beauty of nothingness.


Song:
Dave Matthews Band - So Much To Say

Eutopia

I step on hot sand
I walk barefoot
No pain
I raise one hand
Remembering
Again

Under wood
Above ground
Half naked
Silent sound
I shed a grin-like smile
Eutopia

Water washes away the years
Sun melts down my fears
Inhaling a lung-full of hope
And another of light
New sight is born



Song:
The Doors - People are Strange

I Giggle to Laughter

I'm not angry, just sad
At the value I've created for you
One that you've never had
I know they come and go
You're a beauty gone bad
Suddenly it's a comic show
Oh how some people are mad

And I giggle to laughter

At good days gone by
At love misused
At unanswered whys
At a soul abused
At a shameful cry
At how you're confused
At a woman so shy
Not one that has been used

I giggle to laughter and I don't care
It was all part of a written play
And I know life isn't fair
You're back to where you belong
I'm just glad I'm not there
She laughs, he laughs, they all do too
At those lame jokes, they dare

And I giggle to laughter

At good days gone by

At love misused

At unanswered whys

At a soul abused

At a shameful cry

At how you're confused

At a woman so shy

Not one that has been used

I will always giggle for me

And laugh at you....

Song:

The BeeGees - I Started a Joke

Passive Insomnia

I'll take a deep snorting sniff through my nose and throat and fill my lungs with mucus and spit on them with power.

I'll take my clothes off, swim in mud, laugh and get run down by a garbage car and then go home and take a shower.

I'll smack your face in brick walls reinforced by steel and take you to an empty elevator shaft and throw you into space.

I'll buy a new car, drive it to top speed on rocks while listening to jazz music and tie the muffler tip to his shoelace.

I'll shout, jump, scream my lungs off, smoke 10 consecutive cigarettes, beat the crap out of them and have a beer.

I'm neither, sadistic nor aggressive, I'll do whatever it takes and go wherever I please just to make myself a bit clear.

I'll rub my face in dirt, sing till i feel my chords hurt, wear my favorite kind of shirt, and I sure as hell will blurt whatever I want to blurt.

Just for the sake of it.

Song:
Al Jarreau & Kurt Elling - Take 5