....and then you turn away, and everything becomes fine. You look at me differently and still I'm fine. Because I'm no longer that sorry excuse of a human being. Neither here nor there.
I'm myself from another point of view, a distorted point of view.
But should I care?
My mic smells like your breath, even though you've stopped singing our song. I have a new song of my own now, I sing it alone, and i still smile..... by myself.
I drive for hours, It drives me insane. I look at the people around me and I'm surprised they are still able to function normally. But they do, and I smile.
Can you recall the joy? the shear joy?
It's all I can think of. And it's painful.
Forget what I say.... I'm just a storyteller.
If I ask you to sing me a song for a change, what would it be?
Michael Buble - Home
Was listening to some 90's music this morning, I think the following best describes your state:
ReplyDeleteHanson - Thinking of you
Have you ever stood outside a picket fence
You can see through
But you can't get to the inside, oh
You sit there and wait
I look at you and anticipate
What we could be and what we could do
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
I'm carrying this heavy load
Don't know what to do
The only thing I know
Is I'm in love with you
Fly with the wings of an eagle
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time